Thursday, March 26, 2009

out to lunch

Okay so my fiance and I got into a huge argument today but now everything is doing okay. I like that. I'm glad that she and I are doing well again.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Finally....finals

So, my finals are ALL on Thursday. Every....one of them. 8am-3pm.

I HATE IT!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Prop 8 sucks

I honestly think that we should all ban together, just as a social experiment, and come up with some compelling reasons why we should severely limit the rights of smokers. We can say that they make bad parents because they expose their children to harmful second hand smoke and they're more likely to drink and we all know that alcoholics make horrible parents, and that since they're going to die sooner than most healthy people they're going to cause their children the trauma of having a parent die sooner than they would if they weren't smokers. I'll bet we could get enough support from the general public to completely strip their rights away, through proper legislative process, of course. And then, when a bunch of yes on 8 voting smokers are scratching their heads saying "how could this have happened" we can all point our fingers at that clause in our constitution and say "well, as the Good lord says, you reap what you sow" and be done with it.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Microsoft selectively enforces against gays and lesbians

I hate homophobia. It's the stupidest crap on earth, bar none.

Okay so here's the story, around May of 2008 a guy named Grant who goes by the handle Thegayergamer on Xbox Live is forced to change the name because according to Microsoft "the greater Xbox live community finds it offensive" and he's forced to change it. A few weeks later a Mr. Richard Gaywood in the UK finds that his handle, RichardGaywood (not extremely original but, give the guy a break), has also been deemed "offensive" by Microsoft, regardless of the fact that this is his legal name, given at birth. And then, just a few weeks ago (February 26th, 2009) a woman named Teresa had her account suspended and then terminated because she self identified as a lesbian on her profile and she had the audacity to report the harrassment she received as a result to Microsoft. How's that for you?
Pardon my example but:
"Teacher, the kids in class keep calling me names because I said that I was Irish."
"Well, Johnny, that's offensive. I'm going to have to put you in time out now."
I mean seriously, they banned her because she reported harrassment by other gamers. Harrassment that was triggered by her admittance of a personal trait she happens to possess. I mean, I've heard of blaming the victim but this is just ridiculous.
In all honesty, I'm sure it was her fault. She was probably kicking butt on Halo and the little wah-babies couldn't handle it so they started giving her crap when they realized that not only was she not a 14 year old boy but she wasn't a 40 year old man living at home with his mom either. No, she was a woman. So, they zeroed in on the one vulnerability she had and got her ToS'd (that refers to someone being suspended/banned/terminated/etc due to a Terms Of Service violation)
Oh, something worth noting, this guy from the first incident, TheGayerGamer, was banned because his name referenced things of a "sexual nature" and yet his heterosexual counterpart Straightergamer is still living large in the Live community. So is "Tbagger" and "Jewhunter" for that manner. Can you believe the hypocricy? The pure unadulterated bs. I mean, they let some wanna be Nazi jerk off call himself "jewhunter" but they don't let a gay person self identify as homosexual? It's disgusting. Our right to marry has been stripped from us and now apparently our right to be out of the closet is being taken as well. I'm not saying that I hate heterosexual people because, due to their being the majority and all, most of my friends happen to be straight. But, they aren't homophobic. And that is what I really have a problem with. Why do so many people have to be so God awfully homophobic? And why is it so commonplace? So normal. It's practically pc to be a bigoted a-hole these days.
I mean, seriously, example time. If it's not okay to say "Man, that's so black" or "Man, that's so crippled" when referencing something lame or stupid than why is it okay to say "Man, that's so gay" when you don't like something?
And what is up with that "No homo, no homo" crap when guys hug? I mean, seriously?
Do people go around saying "No beaner, no beaner" when they eat tacos? or "No chino, no chino" when they get good grades? or "No n****r, no n*****r" when they commit a crime?
No, because it's offensive. We all know the stereotypes and guess what? Unless you draw attention to the fact that yes you did in fact just hug your guy friend and yeah, you're real worried about him thinking your gay, in fact you might've even popped a boner just now, oh crap you did, better cover it up by saying 'no homo', then chances are he's not going to be thinking about it himself. But, when you start with that "no homo, no homo" crap then guess what? Everyone thinks your gay now. Because if you really have to make sure people don't think your gay then your probably pretty damn gay.

Anyway, rantings aside, I think that the SucksBox Live crap is so completely lame. I'm pretty sure that the number one reason these 3 got singled out really is because they're better gamers than the hacks they were up against because I've been on Xbox Live for a while now with the handle "Home-oh Theater" and no one is pissed about that. But then again, I suck at gaming and I only use the live for Netflix so, I'm not much of a threat to the juvenile delinquents or to the World of Dorkraft losers in their 40's who sit their like total B.A's when they're beating the crap out of pre-teens on Gears of War.

Starting out

So, today is my first blog ever. I'm just sitting here at 2:30am wondering why I can't sleep.


I'll just start the blog off by saying that I'll probably be writing a lot of poetry on here. And song lyrics.


I'll make one right now to give an idea of what I mean.


NO MORE THOUGHTS TO THINK
It seems as though I start to find
A lack of things to say
And on those days I start to think
There has to be some way
To see a silver lining
I'm sure it's best to just
Not saying anything at all
Instead of losing trust
Trust in other people
And then their trust in me
But then I realize a truth
I hadn't really seen
I had found that I, in fact
Did have something to say
All along I'd held a thought
That begged to find its way
Out into the world
For everyone to see
No, not the thought, I realize
I want them to see me.